Today I'm feeling really good. Yesterday, July 29th I swam the 5K at Larchmont Yacht Club for Swim Across America.

The day before the event I decided to ask people directly for donations across Linked-In and Facebook. I was touched by donations I saw come in came after my swim the next day.

I really didn't know how the day would go, because last year the swim was extremely hard for me. Gay's death was still something I was struggling with at that point and COVID left me feeling like total crap. I also had worn a one piece suit that acted as a net for what felt like a million sea lice that were stinging me the whole 2k swim. It was a difficult day. 

I thought to myself, "How could you be this stupid?" I know sea lice love ocean bays and I could have worn a two-piece and used anti itch lotion. Really, what was I thinking?

This year I wised up and I wore a two-piece but only covered the bottom half with the anti-itch lotion. I got hit slightly this year, but all and all I did o.k.

The sky can be so awesome at 6am. Many of us miss these views because we are just not out of the house that early. They seem even more beautiful when they are near a body of water. Yesterday was no exception. 

Larchmont Yacht Club - SAA open water swim start

After I got through registration, I escape the crowds and go to the farthest point away from everyone to recover from all that crazy energy. I'll put on sunscreen and get ready for the safety talk. Our bags are lined up to be transported to Larchmont Shore Club where we eventually hit the finish. After the safety talk, we walk to the dock to start the swim. 

One last pic before the swim!

5K swimmers go first ahead of the 2k swimmers. You have an option of taking a rose petal to throw in the water and you are guided down the dock to jump into the water. 

At the start of the 5K swim everyone swam pretty fast at the start. This was not my goal. I was swimming for the joy of it today so I was taking my time. After the pack rushed past me I saw how far away the first boat was. I felt like I was going to swim into the middle of the sound. When swims get a little hard for me mentally I concentrate on my breathing pattern. The Silver Streaks were big on bi-lateral breathing and I'll fall into a pattern of three strokes one breath, three strokes one breath. When I forget about this, I start saying my mantra which has carried me through some of the toughest swims.  I truly feel this mantra yesterday transformed the day. I felt like I had reached a zen-like state by the time I reached the shore. 

After I got to the big boat, I stretched out a little because my back has been my greatest enemy the last 8 years. It's prevented me from doing longer OWS swims and I also had cut back on swimming a lot because the sciatic pain was bad in practice. Last year I had someone work with me in P.T. and finally the pain is better. If I keep up with my exercises, the pain is almost gone and it looks like I'll have a chance to get fast again possibly. 

Thoughts of the last time I heard Gays voice arose. I had forgotten about this. When you are swimming 3 miles you have a lot of time to think. After I had visited Gay in hospice, I was going to go down to Calvary after 2 weeks had passed. She told me she had to see someone else as they were coming in from Texas and we didn't end up scheduling anything after that. Gay was a fighter and even though she was in hospice she worked really hard to get up walking again after the chemo and surgery. She put on such a brave face that it fooled me because I convinced myself she would have more time. I wanted to come down to see her again but communication sometimes was spotty and you were not always aware of how things were going. She called me one day while I was in a meeting. I heard her voice come in through my Apple Watch. In a split reaction I hung up and texted her I'll call you right back I'm in a meeting. I never heard from Gay again. She had become to ill to talk to anyone after that point except immediate family. Why I didn't leave the meeting?? I have no idea but after having sometime to think about this I'm convinced both of us didn't really want to say, "Goodbye". The guilt of not answering that call stuck with me a long time.

SAA 5k Swim from Larchmont Yacht Club to Larchmont Shore Club

A kayaker kept me company through most of the way. After the stretch of the swim that was parallel to shore I stretched again and started on the journey to head into the finish. The support team was getting a kick out of the fact that I was doing all 4 strokes throughout. I simply was doing this to keep my body loose and relaxed because I wasn't in the best of shape. Also, I didn't see too many bikinis in the field. I must have looked comical in a sea of wetsuits.

The big red ballon was a huge help. As you got closer to shore, it was that encouraging friend you need to help you keep going. My body was starting to cramp. I was glad when I finally made it to shore. Totally dazed and out of it I was congratulated and handed a water, medal and towel. Then I signed in to confirm I made it out of the water in one piece. Completing this swim without any major back issues was really encouraging as I know now I could do even better with the right training. If all aligns perfectly, I'll be swimming across Lake Balaton in Hungary next year which is also a 3 mile swim!!! 

The big red ballon that kept me sane during the last half of my swim.

I went to a few tables to pick up some free stuff. Hospitals with research centers and various companies are there handing out free swag. Then I went inside to get some free breakfast, as the hunger kicked in from this 1,500 calorie burning trek. 

As most of you know I have celiac and I got smarter this year. I brought an O' Doughs bagel and fashioned a breakfast sandwich with the 2 items I can eat, "black forest ham and scrambled eggs". I wash it down with some O.J. and I'm right as rain.

Gluten free bagel with scrambled eggs and black forest ham

I picked up the brochure which features write ups from all the teams. Team Gay Silverman was featured with the rest of the teams who were formed to memorialize someone. 

Team Gay Silverman in the SAA booklet.

The SAA events will typically have doctors come up and speak to the research they are working on. Teams names will be called out and they will announce how much that location earned at the very end. I tried filming it but missed some of it. You can hear my disappointment in the video clip. lol

It was surreal for me to see Team Gay Silverman written on the team award. 

The SAA booklet, finisher medal and team plaque.

Cindy Thornton and I then meet up after the swim to run around and take pictures. Over the last three years she's really taught me a lot about fun raising and has been instrumental in getting me involved with this wonderful organization.

Jennifer Kyff and Cindy Thornton SAA Team Captains.

Today Devon Marrero and I  have raised, $12,788 for Team Gay Silverman.

A BIG thank you to all my donors for helping to make this possible: Adria & Debbie, AJ, Alissa Green, Aunt Donna and Uncle Bruce, Brian Wu, Charles Hallock, Charles W. Clemens, Chris Davey, Diana, Evelyn Foley, Sheila Mcqueen, Melania Krawchuk, Chhaya Susanna Feder, Pichya Peter, Geoffrey A. Hockert, Sharon Snyder, Patricia Teran-Santos, Steven Goran, Fern Becker, Lee Innocenti, Fiona Russo, Frank Nugent, Heather Kyff, Jean Kyff, John Thomas, Lorraine Weatherhogg, Marty K., Megan W., Pasquale Bonfrisco, Pat McDonnell, Patrick Luzzi, Richard A. Benson, The Cicero family, Tracy LeBright, all the Anonymous donors, Aaron Esau, Adrian, Andrea Velazquez, Andy, Blaquaman of Phatlantis, Cindy, Dan, Dan Frisch, Darren "The Dude", Diana, Erin Gorman, Janine Martella, Jenn DeOliverira Giorgio, Joe Peraino, John McGrath, Julie Holodak, Juliet Coulthard, Lisa, Patty Mccsbe, Peter and Sarah Kosa, Rachel, Rita, Tom Williams, and Unkamen Abyssianians 

I've never been so happy knowing that I've had everyone's help to fight cancer!

Thank you too, Swim Across America and all the wonderful volunteers! 

Remember if you have corporate match please submit the donation for matching!! Let's maximize our efforts to fight cancer!!!

Wait there's more!!! Fundraising doesn't stop at this event!!! I'm swimming the 200 fly August 5th to raise money for cancer research as well! There is still time to donate! I'm dreaming of hitting 14k!!!!