June has been a devastating month for me. I lost my cousin. I'm gutted. It's made me really look closely at my life and get a different perspective on how dear our moments are with the people that surround us here on this planet.

COVID prevented so many people from getting proper medical care. I no longer have a doctor because of the insurance wars. My circle has been greatly effected by Cancer. My father has been battling Prostate Cancer since 2009.

Last year we lost the head of Westchester Masters to Cancer. This year, I'm raising money for "Team Jason" to help fund cancer research. This research is so imperative for our long term survival. It's what has kept my father alive all these years.

I'm struggling not to give in to the sadness and putting my energies this summer to raising money for this very important cause. I was going to kick off my fundraising on my vacation but with the passing of my cousin I stayed quiet as I swam 1.88 miles around the lake thinking about him.

My 1.88 Mile Swim in Eastford, CT in dedication to David Hallock.

"the wood ceiling of my parents sunroom, running marathons & skiing into senior years, cooking eggs in bacon grease"... This is how I will remember Cousin Dave.

Most importantly, I'll remember his encouragement whether it was for an athletic endeavor or getting a new job. He really had a positive outlook on life and was definitely a man to look up to.

Last Friday, when I got the call to go up to Westchester Medical Center, it felt Like I was in a dream. Honestly it didn't feel real to me. When I stood by his bedside and took his hand, I was struggling to think of the right words to day. 

Slowly my mind started to wake up and memories floated to the surface such as the very first ski trip I went on with him when I was 12, watching him cook fabulous eggs in the morning, as well as our visits to Hastings pool where I swam with him as a guest in my thirties.

Actually, I spent quite a lot of time at Nan and Dave's home in Hastings. My thirties were difficult for me and I would walk there quite frequently. They wold offer me a glass of water and we would have a nice chat before I left to continue my day. 

I'll never forget Dave recording lap after lap for an hour swim of mine at Mark Twain Pool. He was always supportive of my athletic efforts and he jumped right in and was happy to help.

Whenever I am unemployed, I think to him as an inspiration because he never gave up looking for work even into his senior years.

He gave such hope to my mom when she was worried about getting another job. By talking to her and encouraging her, he helped build her confidence to find that next position. 

These words also encouraged me as well and were of great value to us both. 

I'll miss you so much Cousin Dave. Thank you so much for all your support and encouragement. 

I love you so very much.

Above are the words I spoke at his memorial and I know my Cousin would be the type of guy to volunteer at a Swim Across America event as well as be proud that I"m focusing my energies here this summer.

Losing him suddenly was such a shock and it's a strong message that things don't always go as planned. However, while I"m still here on this planet I aim to do all the good I can. Please join me in raising money for this very important cause. I'm sure Cancer has touched everyone's families in some way. Please consider donating or reaching out for more information on Swim Across America events that Westchester Masters will be participating in. Please email me at westchestermasters@gmail.com to find out more ways to participate if you are a swimmer.

Thank you for all your support and help in advance! Together we can make a difference.